Why is it so, I don’t know

Is it good or is it bad
Am I happy or am I sad
This is a question, I don’t have answer
Why is it so, I don’t know.

Is it too low or it is on high
While being talky, why am so shy
Still living, don’t want to die
Why is it so, I don’t know.

Still so far why it seem(ed) so near
You are too loud but not so clear
Is it an enemy or it is my dear?
Why is it so, I don’t know.

Slightly ahead but no pace
Don’t want to win still in the race
While running I am feeling thirsty
Why is it so, I don’t know.

Smile on face still the heart cries
"Waiting"- it will be ten of the two fives
LIFE is running LIFE is running
Why is it so, I don’t know.

I need you lets go for a walk
I need you...with me have some talk
I am living as I don’t want to...
Why is it so, I don’t know.

Had a game with the destiny on the urge of tie
Had enough food still I need my pie
Need a sleep don’t want to die
Why is it so, I don’t know.