When I wrote to myself

Hi,

I am the only person you can trust, isn’t it?

I know you from your birth but the time when I started to analyse you, to feel you, to perceive you, it was perhaps in the middle of your first year of B.E. We are really good friends now. We often talk to each other about everything we have, or we perceive.

When I got admission in the college, I had no plans, no such directions to follow, but when I met you, I got a target, a dream and I started to understand a new concept of my life. You used to keep yourself behind the doors, you were not known. But I remember the talks we had that night, you talked about your conversation with a senior and then you started to change yourself and believe me you changed a lot. This change has brought with itself some GOODs, some BADs but no issue, it is a part of the game called LIFE.

I remember the day when a teacher told you something, something about you, that was the day that triggered a new exception, the crawling shifts to climbing. You set your own priority levels, your own way to achieve, something that you really deserves.

You changed your conversation style, your walk, and your habits (perhaps I never knew them), everything. You indulged in many things, you kept yourself busy but still we used to talk daily. Since then I have seen you shifting your concerns very often, but at root I found you still the same, the same to whom I was introduced.

I remember the day of our 4^th sem exams, you got a call from your sister. Your last paper wasn’t in accordance with your expectations but then she said something, something that had a huge impact, result, you got university rank in the exam but soon you started to realise that perhaps these could be the good things but what more important is, something else, something to which we both had not introduced before. The call became a memorable moment, an unforgettable one.

I know, you don’t like any tags on yourself, you prefers variety, same here yaar. But still, I think we need some; it’s true, not because they help us but because they are ours and you, my friend you keep the things that are yours, at a high priority level. Though they are not material things but still have a value even bigger than the material ones.

Do you remember 27^th march 2K6, mission MBT (now techMahindra J). I got for what I was here. From the first year, I kept in my mind that I should be placed in the very first chance of mine and I achieved that. But soon I found myself in a state of blank mind, I achieved what I wanted, but you helped me out there. You gave me another target, and I started running again. Soon I was placed in INFOSYS, the company for which I had dreamt about. I often seen Infy in the times Ascent from my 11^th standard.

 

I know you got placed in Infy, the company you wanted to work for, but what happened to you since then? Where are your priorities today? Your desires are shortening; they are becoming constrained and restricted. Keep your aim high yaar. Don’t let your desires dumped, give them a push, have variety of thoughts.

I think you need to fill your petrol tank; you have cards, use them. I know you used to attempt mistakes in the first try, but my friend mistakes are to learn not for attempting another one.

I am friend of yours and make sure that we will get the time together to have good talks in future too. Keep this friendship forever.

Khudahafiz....                     Javed ali khan